arkhaios

_you lost me

2011-07-04T16:35:00.000+08:00

I feel like our world's been infected

_how to be alone

2010-12-08T16:29:00.000+08:00

HOW TO BE ALONE by Tanya Davis

If you are at first lonely, be patient. If you've not been alone much, or if when you were, you weren't okay with it, then just wait. You'll find it's fine to be alone once you're embracing it.

We could start with the acceptable places, the bathroom, the coffee shop, the library. Where you can stall and read the paper, where you can get your caffeine fix and sit and stay there. Where you can browse the stacks and smell the books. You're not supposed to talk much anyway so it's safe there.

There's also the gym. If you're shy you could hang out with yourself in mirrors, you could put headphones in (guitar stroke).

And there's public transportation, because we all gotta go places.

And there's prayer and meditation. No one will think less if you're hanging with your breath seeking peace and salvation.

Start simple. Things you may have previously (electric guitar plucking) based on your avoid being alone principals.

The lunch counter. Where you will be surrounded by chow-downers. Employees who only have an hour and their spouses work across town and so they -- like you -- will be alone.

Resist the urge to hang out with your cell phone.

When you are comfortable with eat lunch and run, take yourself out for dinner. A restaurant with linen and silverware. You're no less intriguing a person when you're eating solo dessert to cleaning the whipped cream from the dish with your finger. In fact some people at full tables will wish they were where you were.

Go to the movies. Where it is dark and soothing. Alone in your seat amidst a fleeting community.

And then, take yourself out dancing to a club where no one knows you. Stand on the outside of the floor till the lights convince you more and more and the music shows you. Dance like no one's watching...because, they're probably not. And, if they are, assume it is with best of human intentions. The way bodies move genuinely to beats is, after all, gorgeous and affecting. Dance until you're sweating, and beads of perspiration remind you of life's best things, down your back like a brook of blessings.

Go to the woods alone, and the trees and squirrels will watch for you.

Go to an unfamiliar city, roam the streets, there're always statues to talk to and benches made for sitting give strangers a shared existence if only for a minute and these moments can be so uplifting and the conversations you get in by sitting alone on benches might've never happened had you not been there by yourself

Society is afraid of alonedom, like lonely hearts are wasting away in basements, like people must have problems if, after a while, nobody is dating them. but lonely is a freedom that breaths easy and weightless and lonely is healing if you make it.

You could stand, swathed by groups and mobs or hold hands with your partner, look both further and farther for the endless quest for company. But no one's in your head and by the time you translate your thoughts, some essence of them may be lost or perhaps it is just kept.

Perhaps in the interest of loving oneself, perhaps all those sappy slogans from preschool over to high school's groaning were tokens for holding the lonely at bay. Cuz if you're happy in your head than solitude is blessed and alone is okay.

It's okay if no one believes like you. All experience is unique, no one has the same synapses, can't think like you, for this be releived, keeps things interesting lifes magic things in reach.

And it doesn't mean you're not connected, that communitie's not present, just take the perspective you get from being one person in one head and feel the effects of it. take silence and respect it. if you have an art that needs a practice, stop neglecting it. if your family doesn't get you, or religious sect is not meant for you, don't obsess about it.

You could be in an instant surrounded if you needed it
If your heart is bleeding make the best of it
There is heat in freezing, be a testament.

+++++++++

A poignant video by filmmaker, Andrea Dorfman, and poet/singer/songwriter, Tanya Davis.

Davis wrote the beautiful poem and performed in the video which Dorfman directed, shot, animated by hand and edited. The video was shot in Halifax, Nova Scotia and was produced by Bravo!FACT http://www.bravofact.com/

For more information on Tanya, go to http://www.tanyadavis.ca
For more information on Andrea Dorfman, go to http://www.andreadorfman.com

This video was shot on a Panasonic HVX 200 and the animation was hand drawn+painted and then scanned into Adobe After Effects, exported as QTs and edited on FCP.

_buat-buat pandai

2010-11-30T16:16:00.000+08:00

Jejaka Pereka:
aku ada cerita kelakar
pasal orang-orang yang teringin SANGAT nak jadi CD/AD neh..
masa job buat buku -redacted- aritu
CD/AD wannabe neh kasik aku color code
warna oren = m60 y100
dia ckp warna tuh x betul...ok fine
aku mintak yg betul punya code
dia pon kasik laa
aku x ingat code tuh, tapi aku tngk dh tau x dpt
sebab lebih kat magenta
dia x percaya....so aku tunjuk la kat komputer
memang jadi warna ala2 pink gitu
aku tanya la mana dpt code tuh??
dia ckp client yg kasik

Aku:
dah tuh?

Jejaka Pereka:
aku ckp kat dia, xkan laa...
iya...client yg kasik (diorg punya warna oren)
pastu si editor nih tak puas hati lagi
dia gi amek pantone chart tunjuk kat aku
dia tunjuk la warna oren pantone ngan warna oren client mengikut seingat2 dia laa
ok...aku buat la apa yg dia nak
lepas aku masuk color pantone...aku convert ke CMYK
bacaan jadi m53 y100
dia pelik
aku lagi pelik sebab mana si editor tuh dpt code yg ala2 pink tuh
ko tau mana dia dapat colour code tuh??

Aku:
chart tuh dah pudar??

Jejaka Pereka:
bukan

Aku:
err..
mana dia dapat?

Jejaka Pereka:
bacaan yg dia kasik tuh bacaan code DULUX....cat rumah..

Aku:
~facepalm bertubi-tubi...

2010-11-16T09:43:00.000+08:00

The sun's gone dim
and the skies to black
'cause I loved her
and she didnt love back

Lagu trailer Battle: Los Angeles. Haunting. Seram. Meninggal kesan.

_moon river

2010-11-10T16:46:00.000+08:00

Moon river, wider than a mile
I’m crossing you in style some day
Oh, dream maker, you heart breaker
Wherever you’re goin’, I’m goin’ your way

Heard this while driving back to Taiping. Syahdu sungguh.

_waiting for the end

2010-10-11T11:01:00.000+08:00

What was left when that fire was gone?
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong
All caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out what it's like moving on

And i don't even know what kind of things I've said
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead
So, picking up the pieces, now where to begin?
The hardest part of ending is starting again!!

_space bound

2010-10-05T20:01:00.001+08:00

Just promise me you'll think of me
Every time you look up in the sky and see a star
Cuz I'm a, I'm a space-bound rocketship
and your heart's the moon
And I'm aimin' right at you

_sesat di kuala lumpur

2010-09-29T11:57:00.000+08:00

sesat di kuala lumpur
dosa dan pahala bercampur
tapi kita perlu hidup
kita perlu terus hidup
terima kasih tuan dan nyonya
doa sejahtera kami pohonkan
pada tuhan maha kuasa
tuhan maha kuasa..

mungkin.. kitakan temui kebahagiaan di kuala lumpur
dan mungkin kita akan kecewa
mungkin kita akan jadi kaya dlm lumpur
mungkin kita akan terpedaya..
mungkin kita akan terpedaya

sesat di kuala lumpur
dosa dan pahala bercampur
tapi kita perlu hidup
kita perlu terus hidup
terima kasih tuan dan nyonya
doa selamat kami pohonkan
pada tuhan maha kuasa
tuhan maha kuasa..

mungkin ada jalan di kuala lumpur
jalan bahagia
mungikin kita akan kecewa
mungkin kita akan jadi alpa serta lupa
dan mungkin kitakan terpedaya
mungkin kita akan jadi kaya serta lupa
mungkin kita lupa pada asalnya...

mungkin kita lupa pada asalnya..

_ubat hati

2010-09-20T11:43:00.001+08:00

Tombo Ati iku limo perkarane
Kaping pisan moco Qur’an lan maknane
Kaping pindo sholat wengi lakonono
Kaping telu wong kang sholeh kumpulono
Kaping papat kudu weteng ingkang luwe
Kaping limo dzikir wengi ingkang suwe

Salah sawijine sopo biso ngelakoni
Mugi mugi Gusti Allah nyembadani

Obat Hati ada lima perkaranya (There are five remedies of heart)
Yang pertama baca Qur’an dan maknanya (First, read the Quran and understand its meaning)
Yang kedua sholat malam dirikanlah (Second, do the night prayer)
Yang ketiga berkumpullah dengan orang sholeh (Third, gather with pious people)
Yang keempat perbanyaklah berpuasa (Fourth, fast regularly)
Yang kelima dzikir malam berpanjanglah (Fifth, do long zikir at night)

Salah satunya siapa bisa menjalani (Anyone who can do even one of those)
Moga-moga Gusti Allah mencukupi (May the Lord God (Allah) bless)

It has been a couple of years since I was first introduced to Opick, when Gary requested for his mp3s. Been looking for it high and low, and finally, found (and bought) his albums back home in Chemor. This is 'Tombo Ati' from 'Istighfar'. Have a listen. May it heal our hearts, uplift our spirits and swell our emotions closer towards Him.

_balada seorang teman

2010-08-24T12:28:00.000+08:00

Inilah lagu kau pinta dulu - balada seorang teman, yang berbekal dengan satu tekad mencari jalan pulang. Kisah gejolak jiwa dan badan tersirat dan suratan, coba menghapuskan kesakitan, merintih meraung pinta keadilan atas nama sebuah cinta maknawi lagu nama perjalanan sepi...

Bahu kanan dan kirinya adalah teman akrab memikul beban asmara berahi tiada kehabisannya. Tubuh manusia ini terkadang melupa dia manusia, sebutir pasir sebuah pantai, batu bata dari sebuah kota. Cerminlah cerminkanlah kejadian ini di dalam sebuah panggung sandiwara rasa...

Hei musuh, berikan namamu sebenar! Ayuh tunjukkanlah wajahmu! Ayuh bentangkanlah permainanmu! Hei hidup, kau humbankanku di penjara ini, apakah bentuk emansipasiku merupakan sebuah pusara?

Dan cukup kau hamparkan beban kenikmatan ini padaku, sedang kau tahu tahap mana ketahananku! Itulah yang kau mahu dari jiwa ini.

Apalah pasir yang menjadi kaca, kaca menjadi cangkir. Apalah tangan yang membentuk cangkir, apalah mulut yang meminum air. Aku nantikan hujan mawar dan tak ingin lagi kehilangan.

Turunlah hujan mawar, basahkan bumi saharaku. Biarku bermandi seribu warna pelangi.
Biarku hapus rindu dalam pelukan cinta maknawi.

Inilah lagu kau pinta dulu - balada seorang teman, yang berbekal dengan satu tekad mencari jalan pulang. Kisah gejolak jiwa dan badan tersirat dan suratan, coba menghapuskan kesakitan, meraung meminta suaranya kedengaran.

Ohh rindu, apalah penghujungmu?

*Terasa seperti lagu mencari hakikat diri. Dalam dari yang terdalam. Halus dari yang terhalus. Mungkin.

_the way you lie

2010-08-24T12:00:00.001+08:00

Eminem's brutal rhymes. Plus.
Rihanna's haunting solos. Plus.
Megan Fox and Dominic Monaghan's Human Torch cosplay
with anger management issues. Equals.
Disturbing video on domestic violence.

More infos here

_dulu dan sekarang

2010-08-23T13:15:00.000+08:00

tengok tang mata nun..lol..

dari sini.

_covert tagging

2010-08-19T13:03:00.000+08:00

Ignore the captions. The graphics are pretty straightforward.

Jom?!

_merdeka

2010-08-12T16:05:00.004+08:00

Speech by Tunku Abdul Rahman
Prime Minister of The Persekutuan Tanah Melayu
at the Proclamation of Independence
at Merdeka Stadium, Kuala Lumpur
on 31st August, 1957

Your Majesties, Your Royal Highnesses, Your Highnesses, Your Excellencies, People of Persekutuan Tanah Melayu.

I am indeed proud that on this, the greatest day in Malaya's history it falls to my lot to proclaim the formal independence of this country. Today as new page is turned, and Malaya steps forward to take her rightful place as a free and independent partner in the great community of Nations - a new nation is born and though we fully realise that difficulties and problems lie ahead, we are confident that, with the blessing of God, these difficulties will be overcome and that today's events, down the avenues of history, will be our inspiration and our guide. It is therefore with a feeling of particular solemnity that we have listened to the eloquent words of His Royal Highness and in particular to the moving message he has conveyed from Her Majesty the Queen. We are indeed honoured that Her Majesty should have deputed her own uncle, His Royal Highness to be with us on this occasion particularly when we remember that he is no stranger to this land: we recall too with pleasure his previous visit to Malaya and happy recollections of his stay have remained with us.

His Royal Highness has spoken in moving words of the past associations of our two countries. We in Malaya have a long history, but we do not lightly forget old relationships.For many years past our fortunes have been linked with those of Great Britain and we recall in particular the comradeship of two world wars. We remember too the products of our association; justice before the law, the legacy of an efficient public service and the highest standard of living in Asia. We shall therefore always

Remember with gratitude the assistance which we have received from Great Britain down our long path to nationhood; an assistance which culminated today with the proclamation of Malaya's Independence. But the long standing friendship between our countries does not cease with independence: rather it takes on a new form. As you have heard in the gracious message from Her Majesty the Queen, Malaya will henceforward take her place in the great Commonwealth of Independent Nations whose members are found in all parts of the world, and as an equal partner in that great association. We in this country will do all in our power to promote its well-being in the interests of mankind in general and in the particular service of world peace.

Thus today a new chapter opens in our relationship with Britain; our colonial status has given place to full equality but we are confident that, fortified by old associations, and linked by old memories, our ties with Britain will grow ever stronger and more durable. British will ever find in us her best friend, and it is a soure of much gratification to my Government that British Civil Servants will continues to serve in this country to assist us in the solution of the many problems which independence will present.

But while we think of the past, we look forward in faith and hope to the future; from henceforth we are masters of our destiny, and the welfare of this beloved land is our own responsibility: Let no one think we have reached the end of the road: Independence is indeed a milestone, but it is only the threshold to high endeavour-the creation of a new and sovereign State. At this solemn moment therefore I call upon you all to dedicate yourselves to the service of the new Malaya: to work and strive with hand and brain to create a new nation, inspired by the ideals of justice and liberty-a beacon of light in a disturbed and distracted world.

High confidence has been reposed in us; let us unitedly face the challenge of the years. And so with remembrance for the past, and with confidence in the future, under the providence of God, we shall succeed.

PROCLAMATION OF INDEPENDENCE

IN THE NAME OF GOD, THE COMPASSIONATE, THE MERCIFUL. PRAISE BE TO GOD, THE LORD OF THE UNIVERSE AND MAY THE BLESSINGS AND PEACE OF GOD UPON HIS MESSENGERS.

WHEREAS the time has now arrived when the people of the Persekutuan Tanah Melayu will assume the status of a free independent and sovereign nation among the nations of the World.

AND WHEREAS by an agreement styled the Federation of Malaya Agreement, 1957, between Her Majesty the Queen and Their Highness the Rulers of the Malay States it was agreed that the Malay States of lohore, Pahang, Negeri Sembilan, Selangor, Kedah, Perlis, Kelantan, Trengganu and Perak and the former Settlements of Malacca and Penang should as from the 31st day of August, 1957, be formed into a new Federation of States by the name of Persekutuan Tanah Melayu.

AND WHEREAS it was further agreed between the parties to the said agreement that the Settlements of Malacca and Penang aforesaid should as from the said date cease to form part of Her Majesty's dominions and that Her Majesty should cease to exercise any sovereignty over them.

AND WHEREAS it was further agreed by the parties aforesaid that the Federation of Malaya Agreement, 1948, and all other agreements subsisting between Her Majesty the Queen and Their Highness the Rulers or anyone of them immediately before the said date should be revoked as from that date and that all powers and jurisdiction of Her Majesty or of the Parliament of the United Kingdom in or in respects of the Settlements aforesaid or the Malay States or the Federation as a whole should come to an end.

AND WHEREAS effect has been given in the Federation of Malaya Agreement, 1957, by Her Majesty the Queen, Their Highnesses the Rulers, the Parliament of the United Kingdom and Legislatures of the Federation and of the Malay States.

AND WHEREAS a constitution for the Government of the Persekutuan Tanah Melayu has been established as the supreme law thereof.

AND WHEREAS by the Federal Constitution aforesaid provision is made to safeguard the rights and prerogatives of Their Highness the Rulers and the fundamental rights and liberties of the people and to provide for the peaceful and orderly advancement of the Persekutuan Tanah Melayu as a constitutional monarchy based on Parliamentary democracy.

AND WHEREAS the Federal Constitution aforesaid having been approved by an Ordinance of the Federal Legislatures, by the Enactments of the Malay States and by resolutions of the Legislatures of Malacca and Penang has come into force on the 31 st day of August, 1957, aforesaid. Now in the name of God the Compassionate, the Merciful,

I, TUNKU ABDUL RAHMAN PUTRA IBNI AL-MARHUM SULTAN ABDUL HAMID HALIM SHAH, PRIME MINISTER OF THE PERSEKUTUAN T ANAH MELAYU, with the concurrence and approval of Their Highnesses the Rulers of the Malay States do hereby proclaim and declare on behalf of the people of the Persekutuan Tanah Melayu that as from the thirty first day of August, nineteen hundred and fifty seven, the Persekutuan Tanah Melayu comprising the States of Johore, Pahang, Negri Sembilan, Selangor, Kedah, Perlis, Kelantan,Trengganu, Perak, Malacca and Penang is and with God's blessing shall be for ever a sovereign democratic and independent State founded upon the principles of liberty and justice and ever seeking the welfare and happiness of its people and the maintenance of a just peace among all nations.

from National Research Archives Centre
Video documentary here.

_Natalie Merchant sings old poems to life

2010-08-12T14:07:00.001+08:00

Interesting.

Whimsical.

Beautiful.

Just have to share it here. Do enjoy, preferably loud enough to engulf your senses, yet soft enough to embrace your dreams.

_gondry: movies and mtvs

2010-08-11T13:52:00.000+08:00

In an effort to compile everything that is Gondry's, this post will be an ongoing WIP, listing links to his amazing works. Post more link(s) in the comments if you will.

Bjork Human Behaviour Army of Me Isobel Hyper-Ballad Jóga Bachelorette Declare Independence The White StripesFell in Love with a Girl Dead Leaves and the Dirty Ground The Hardest Button to Button The Denial Twist BeckDeadweight Cell Phone's Dead Radiohead Knives Out Daft Punk Around the World Foo Fighters EverlongDevendra Banhart A Ribbon The Vines Ride Winning Days Kylie Minogue Come Into My World SteriogramWalkie Talkie Man Kanye West Heard 'Em Say Cibo Matto Sugar Water Paul Mccartney Dance Tonight The Rolling Stones Like A Rolling Stone Gimme Shelter The Chemical Brothers Let Forever Be Star Guitar Lenny Kravitz Believe Massive Attack Protection Sheryl Crow A Change Would Do You Good Cody Chesnutt King of the Game The Black Crowes High Head Blues Wyclef Jean Another One Bites The Dust Sinead O'Connor Fire On Babylon Neneh Cherry Feel It Stina Nordenstam Little Star Stardust Music Sounds Better With You Belinda Carlisle It's Too Real (Big Scary Animal) Terence Trent D'Arby She Kissed Me Les Negresses Vertes Hou! Mamma Mia Inspiral Carpets Two Worlds Collide Thomas Dolby Close But No Cigar Laurent Voulzy Paradoxal Système Etienne Daho Les Voyages Immobiles Mark Curry Blow Me Down Oui Oui Les Cailloux Bolide Ma Maison La Ville Junior Et Sa Voix D'Or

_kerjaan tracing

2010-08-10T17:30:00.003+08:00

Aku kene trace scene neh. Aku dah resize gambo supaya file kecik. Kalau original .jpeg, 80Mb. Boleh nampak perabot dalam opis tingkat 23 menara kat tengah-tengah gambar tuh. Heheh. Nanti, kalau dah siap, aku upload hasilnya.

Dah siap trace.

Update: Dah siap trace. Ini untuk mockup aje pula. Client tak approve lagi sebenarnya. BARU diorang gitau aku tadi. SO, kalau client reject, abang kecewa.

_i'm mad as hell

2010-08-06T12:32:00.001+08:00

View the beautiful words here. "I don't have to tell you things are bad. Everybody knows things are bad. It's a depression. Everybody's out of work or scared of losing their job. The dollar buys a nickel's worth, banks are going bust, shopkeepers keep a gun under the counter. Punks are running wild in the street and there's nobody anywhere who seems to know what to do, and there's no end to it. We know the air is unfit to breathe and our food is unfit to eat, and we sit watching our TV's while some local newscaster tells us that today we had fifteen homicides and sixty-three violent crimes, as if that's the way it's supposed to be. We know things are bad - worse than bad. They're crazy. It's like everything everywhere is going crazy, so we don't go out anymore. We sit in the house, and slowly the world we are living in is getting smaller, and all we say is, 'Please, at least leave us alone in our living rooms. Let me have my toaster and my TV and my steel-belted radials and I won't say anything. Just leave us alone.' Well, I'm not gonna leave you alone. I want you to get mad! I don't want you to protest. I don't want you to riot - I don't want you to write to your congressman because I wouldn't know what to tell you to write. I don't know what to do about the depression and the inflation and the Russians and the crime in the street. All I know is that first you've got to get mad. You've got to say, 'I'm a HUMAN BEING, Goddamnit! My life has VALUE!' So I want you to get up now. I want all of you to get up out of your chairs. I want you to get up right now and go to the window. Open it, and stick your head out, and yell, 'I'M AS MAD AS HELL, AND I'M NOT GOING TO TAKE THIS ANYMORE!' Then we'll figure out what to do about the depression and the inflation and the oil crisis. But first get up out of your chairs, open the window, stick your head out, and yell, and say it 'I'M AS MAD AS HELL, AND I'M NOT GOING TO TAKE THIS ANYMORE!'"

_rain on my half full of happiness

2010-08-05T16:02:00.001+08:00

Travis Why Does It Always Rain On Me • Zoot Woman Half Full of Happiness

PS: Masih membersihkan draft.

_sandaran hati

2010-08-03T18:09:00.004+08:00

Yakinkah ku berdiri di hampa tanpa tepi, bolehkah aku mendengarMu? Terkubur dalam emosi, tak bisa bersembunyi, aku dan nafasku merindukanMu, Terpurukku di sini, teraniaya sepi dan ku tahu pasti Kau menemani, dalam hidupku, kesendirianku...

Teringat kuteringat pada janjiMu kuterikat, hanya sekejap kuberdiri, kulakukan sepenuh hati. Peduli kupeduli, siang dan malam yang berganti, sedihku ini tak ada arti jika Kaulah sandaran hati, Kaulah sandaran hati, sandaran hati...

Inikah yang Kau mau, Benarkah ini jalanMu, Hanyalah Engkau yang kutuju, pegang erat tanganku, Bimbing langkah kakiku, Aku hilang arah, Tanpa hadirMu dalam gelapnya malam hariku...

Teringat kuteringat pada janjiMu kuterikat, hanya sekejap kuberdiri, kulakukan sepenuh hati. Peduli kupeduli, siang dan malam yang berganti, sedihku ini tak ada arti jika Kaulah sandaran hati, Kaulah sandaran hati, sandaran hati...

_bicara sengal bersama encik corky

2010-08-03T17:30:00.000+08:00

Abang pon dah insaf ok.

corkygoon: Ko apsal tak jadi designer?? arkhaios: Ntah..aku pon taktau mcmn nak jawab tuh. Mungkin aku gerun sgt tgk korg smua berdaya saing, maka aku amik cabang yg xramai org, lalu design dijadikan sebagai minat masa lapang.. corkygoon: Ok laa...boley la diterima. aku pun dah nak drop arena design nih arkhaios: Oh. pulak?? corkygoon: Nak pulang ke pangkal jalan...insyallah arkhaios: Mau kemana yob? corkygoon: Music arkhaios: Ok..nasyid? kata ke pangkal jalan corkygoon: nasyid metal. emuahahhahahaha arkhaios: "Keinsafan Puaka" first EP ko.. ok? corkygoon: Stylo gak title tuu arkhaios: Cayalah..nnt royalti hantar cek ok corkygoon: Lagu yg dijangka meletop...”Puaka Mencari Syurga”...amcm?? arkhaios: Wahahahahahaha..menarik! Mcmn dengan "Duniawi Membawa Maut" corkygoon: Cliche...'Puaka Dunia Mencari Akhirat' arkhaios: Wakakakakakakakaka "Sang Api dan Sejadah"? corkygoon: Perghhhhh arkhaios: Sendiri pedih lak..lol corkygoon: 'Tangisan Sujud Ifrit' arkhaios: Wahhhhhh.."Dosa Pahala Bala Bahagia"? corkygoon: Apa bahagia?? Cari word lain! arkhaios: Oh..xleh ek? X masuk standard? Ok ok corkygoon: Tak metal..RTM leh laa arkhaios: "Dosa Pahala Bala Neraka Syurgawi"..wakakakakakaka mak aih, panjang bnor corkygoon: Susah org nak ingat tajuk nih. Kalau menang award pun sebab title panjang arkhaios: Oklah, pendekkan "Neraka Syurgawi", kisah seorg alim yg setan nk mmpos sebenarnya, menjanjikan akhirat yg gemilang corkygoon: Hahahaha...ko nih dah lebar sngt

PS: masih membersihkan draft lama. semoga sedara corky menemui inspirasi di konsert Slash.

_they should...

2010-08-03T16:22:00.010+08:00

...source maps from Google Earth and convert those into playable 3D stages, thus creating a digital wet dream of a game worthy enough for motorheads everywhere. Imagine that..soon enough, we'll have NFS: Federal Highway Sprint Challenge and ram through those friggin toll gates!

From Destructoid. PS: am cleaning out my Blogger drafts. Hence the OLD news.

_terang bulan malam ini

2010-08-03T13:41:00.013+08:00

Pagi tadi, kusut hendak ke kerja. Boleh pula tengah sesak-sesak itu, ada brader pasang lagu nih kuat-kuat.

Mula-mula irritating, tapi, makin aku dengar, makin aku terasa lagu ini membawa maksud kesufian, seperti lagu-lagu rock kapak 80-an. Cuba baca lirik kat bawah nih.

Sudah? Ok, sekarang baca again, but this time pay close attention to bila Amelina nyanyikan kepada orang tersebut - this time, with emphasis on Engkau, Kau, Mu dll

terang bulan malam ini, kerlipan bintang seribu, yang ku damba saat ini, hanyalah engkau yang satu didalam hidupku
teratai di pinggir kali, mulanya mekar berkembang, yang ku sebut hari-hari, hanya namamu seorang ku mabuk kepayang
bila kau jauh terasa sunyi, resah gelisah sepanjang hari, seandainya kau ada di sisi, bahagianya hidupku ini.
kali pertama ku kenal cinta, baruku sedar ertinya madu, jiwa gelora mimpi mengusik, semakin rindu semakin asyik
panas panasnya mentari, tak sepanas cintaku ini, kepadamu yang aku kasihi, hingga akhir hayatku nanti
bunga-bunga bunganya asmara, harum dan mekar di dalam dada, walaupun yang menghalangi, cintaku pasti

_welcome to the machine

2010-08-02T16:44:00.005+08:00

Welcome my son, welcome to the machine.
Where have you been?
It's alright we know where you've been.

You've been in the pipeline, filling in time,
Provided with toys and 'Scouting for Boys'.
You bought a guitar to punish your ma,
And you didn't like school, and you
know you're nobody's fool,
So welcome to the machine.

Welcome my son, welcome to the machine.
What did you dream?
It's alright we told you what to dream.
You dreamed of a big star,
He played a mean guitar,
He always ate in the Steak Bar.
He loved to drive in his Jaguar.
So welcome to the Machine.

_darkest knight

2010-07-30T13:24:00.002+08:00

After seeing Ryan's Green Lantern Oath, I am giddy with anticipation. And then, I stumbled upon this picture here. What if, Batman got the Power Ring, how would he recite the GL's Oath? A few comments from the Superhero Nation dwellers got me LOL.

In the depths of Gotham’s lonesome night,
No evil can escape my sight.
Let those who cower in the light
Beware the wrath of the Darkest Knight!

But then again, best Oath so far would have to be this;

In darkest night,
In darkest night,
No evil shall escape my sight,
In darkest night,
I’m the goddamn Batman.

Pic from Superhero Nation

_permulaan baru

2010-07-15T15:22:00.002+08:00

Berdoa semuanya berjaya, lancar dan sempurna.

Layout pix & post baharu. Agar lebih compact. Tiada lagi justified to center = kosong lohong di dalam post blog.

Minor tweakings berterusan akan masih dilaksanakan.

~oops!

2010-07-12T10:46:00.002+08:00

~total futbol

2010-07-08T16:49:00.000+08:00

~recovery

2010-06-30T14:53:00.000+08:00

I am loving Eminem's latest album, Recovery.

Hatred was flowing through my veins
On the verge of going insane
I almost made a song dissin Lil Wayne
It’s like I was jealous of him cause of the attention he was gettin’
I felt horrible about myself
He was spittin and I wasn’t
Anyone who was buzzin back then coulda got it
Almost went at Kanye too
God it feels like I’m goin’ psychotic
Thank god that I didn’t do it
I would of had my ass handed to me
And I knew it but Proof wasn’t here to see me through it
I’m in the booth poppin another pill tryna talk myself into it
~Talkin' 2 Myself - revealing his mental state back in Encore and Relapse

shooting from the hip, yeah boy shoot to kill
~Won't Back Down - just because this reminds me of Gary

She’s got a tattoo of me right above her ass man
In the streets of Warren, Michigan we call ‘em tramp stamps
~W.T.P.

You can try and read my lyrics off of this paper before I lay ‘em
But you won’t take the sting out these words before I say ‘em
~Not Afraid

Man, get these whack cocksuckers off stage
Where the f-ck is Kanye when you need him?
Snatch the mic from ‘em, bitch I’mma let you finish in a minute
Yeah the rap is tight
But I’m tryna spit the greatest verse of all time
So you might want to go back to the lab tonight and um
Scribble out them rhymes you were going to spit
~No Love

It’s like an explosion, everytime I hold ya I wasn’t joking when I told ya
You take my breath away, you’re a supernova, and Imma…
I’m a space bound rocketship and your hearts the moon
And I’m aiming right at you, right at you
250 thousand miles on a clear night in June
And I’m aiming right at you, right at you, right at you
~Space Bound

Now get off my dick, dick’s too short of a word for my dick
Get off my antidisestablishmentarianism you prick!
~Almost Famous

you don’t get another chance
life is no nintendo game, but you lied again
now you get to watch her leave out the window
guess that’s why they call it window pane
~Love The Way You Lie

~You're never going to live up to anyone's expectations...

2010-06-11T10:42:00.000+08:00

...so you might as well live up to your own.

~the candy with the little holes - kids tell it as it is.

2010-06-11T10:03:00.000+08:00

The children began to identify the flavours by their colour:

Red....................Cherry
Yellow..................Lemon
Green....................Lime
Orange ...............Orange

Finally the teacher gave them all HONEY lifesavers. None
of the children could identify the taste.

The teacher said, 'I will give you all a clue. It's what your
mother may sometimes call your father.'

One little girl looked up in horror, spat her lifesaver out and
yelled, 'Oh my God! They're ass-holes!

The teacher had to leave the room!

~how big is the BP oilspill?

2010-06-09T12:36:00.002+08:00

click here to see it in perspectives closer to home.

update:

~the young ones

2010-06-03T14:36:00.000+08:00

The young ones
Darling, we're the young ones
And the young ones
Shouldn't be afraid
To live, love
While the flame is strong
For we may not be
The young ones very long
Tomorrow
Why wait until tomorrow
'Coz tomorrow
Sometimes never comes
So love me
There's a song to be sung
And the best time
Is to sing it while we're young

Once in every lifetime
Comes a love like this
I need you,
You need me
Oh, my darling, can't you see
That young dreams
Should be dreams together
And young hearts
Shouldn't be afraid
And some day
When the years have flown
Darling, then we'll teach
The young one of our own

Once in every lifetime
Comes a love like this
I need you,
You need me
Oh, my darling, can't you see
That young dreams
Should be dreams together
And young hearts
Shouldn't be afraid
And some day
When the years have flown
Darling, then we'll teach
The young one of our own

~i am the law

2010-05-18T16:58:00.000+08:00

Any of you care to risk a guess to what this is?

It is TIGGER. ON. A. POWERLOADER.

Why?

Why effin not!

More mashup mayhem of Pooh and Aliens here.

On another note.

Let's hope the next Judge Dredd will be as awesome as this.

~kegelapan pasti menyelubungi

2010-05-13T17:03:00.001+08:00

crypthis:
ko add asrin kt gtalk kan?

arkhaios:
aah
apsal?

crypthis:
ko tgk status ganas

crypthis:
aku tau la br kawen
kawan2 aku br kawen jugak

arkhaios:
tuh ayat kaver tuh
sbnarnya ayat tak abis
cinta hatiku, wahai lucifer

crypthis:
owh yeke
gle kegelapan
oiccc

arkhaios:
cinta hatiku, oh asmodel

crypthis:
br aku tahu
demmmm

arkhaios:
cinta hatiku, mephistopheles

crypthis:
ok
br aku tau
gerun o_0

arkhaios:
klu tulis bbtol
sian kat bini
so
tulis sparuh aje
sndiri tau sudahh

crypthis:
mmg benar la
hati die gelap

arkhaios:
haa
br ko tau
ko kene pandai baca tuh

crypthis:
disebalik status gtu
ade maksd dasyat upenye
demmmm

EDITED

mila:

hahah

zati cakap kat rumah, dia terpaksa layan lagu metal

asrin suka pasang

ahahha

arkhaios:

hoh

benarkah apa yang aku dgr ini?

ini mngukuhkan lagi teori aku!

mila:

ahahaha

betul

zati cerita dgn akuuuu uu uu uuuuuu u u (melarikan diri)

~so you think you can be a superhero?

2010-05-10T19:46:00.000+08:00

~ain't no sunshine when she's gone to hell!

2010-05-10T19:42:00.001+08:00

rasa sweet lak game ni bila dilatari soundtrack laguan dari Bill Withers.

~LOTR

2010-05-10T15:53:00.003+08:00

gary:
http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_t28o-vRErpM/S7ET7uTW02I/AAAAAAAAGhY/K3kOjpANOn8/s400/Lmutf.jpg
....

~:
ahahahahahaha
aragorn in lard of the rings

~to build a home

2010-05-06T18:14:00.002+08:00

There is a house built out of stone
Wooden floors, walls and window sills
Tables and chairs worn by all of the dust
This is a place where I don't feel alone
This is a place where i feel at home

And I built a home
For you
For me

Until it disappeared
From me
From you
And now, it's time to leave and turn to dust

(Instrumental)

Out in the garden where we planted the seeds
There is a tree that's old as me
Branches were sewn by the color of green
Ground had arose and passed its knees

By the cracks of the skin I climbed to the top
I climbed the tree to see the world
When the gusts came around to blow me down
I held on as tightly as you held onto me
I held on as tightly as you held onto me

And I built a home
For you
For me

Until it disappeared
From me
From you

And now, it's time to leave and turn to dust

Filed this away to be posted a while back..and naturally, forgotten all about it.
Thanks gary, for reminding me of this little piece of gem, hidden in the obscure that is the internet.

~bananas and monkeys

2010-05-05T18:46:00.000+08:00

Start with a cage containing five monkeys.

Inside the cage, hang a banana on a string and place a set of stairs under it. Before long, a monkey will go to the stairs and start to climb towards the banana. As soon as he touches the stairs, spray all of the other monkeys with cold water.

After a while, another monkey makes an attempt with the same result - all the other monkeys are sprayed with cold water. Pretty soon, when another monkey tries to climb the stairs, the other monkeys will try to prevent it.

Now, put away the cold water. Remove one monkey from the cage and replace it with a new one. The new monkey sees the banana and wants to climb the stairs. To his surprise and horror, all of the other monkeys attack him.

After another attempt and attack, he knows that if he tries to climb the stairs, he will be assaulted.

Next, remove another of the original five monkeys and replace it with a new one. The newcomer goes to the stairs and is attacked. The previous newcomer takes part in the punishment with enthusiasm! Likewise, replace a third original monkey with a new one, then a fourth, then the fifth. Every time the newest monkey takes to the stairs, he is attacked.

Most of the monkeys that are beating him have no idea why they were not permitted to climb the stairs or why they are participating in the beating of the newest monkey.

After replacing all the original monkeys, none of the remaining monkeys have ever been sprayed with cold water. Nevertheless, no monkey ever again approaches the stairs to try for the banana. Why not? Because as far as they know that's the way it's always been done round here.

And that, my friends, is how company policies are made.

~aerial photography / videography

2010-04-30T11:30:00.002+08:00

Aerial video with a Canon 5D , 7D helivideo.com from Eric AUSTIN on Vimeo.

~invictus

2010-04-29T15:27:00.000+08:00

Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds and shall find me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.

~i know photoshop

2010-04-13T09:34:00.000+08:00

~cheer up, emo kid! lol-age

2010-04-05T12:52:00.002+08:00

seems like every episode made me lolled!

www.cheerupemokid.net

EDIT

OMG..i just had to post this.. LOLOLOL

~ambigram: Roar

2010-04-02T15:15:00.000+08:00

Rhythm of Architecture

contengan dalam MS Paint aje

hasil setelah chatting dengan Gary.

~password checker

2010-04-01T19:19:00.000+08:00

here

~notty

2010-04-01T19:07:00.002+08:00

~lord of the class

2010-03-25T17:40:00.001+08:00

this made me laugh

~aircon repairman

2010-03-24T11:09:00.001+08:00

...yang datang repair aircon office aku,

mukanya semacam Forest Whitaker..

pakai t-shirt Mitsubishi Motorsports

dan tengah korek aircon yang tergantung

di dinding depan kubikel aku..
dan beliau beranbut fin..

bayangkan Forest Whitaker berambut fin.

Macamana agaknya rupa dia pada kau?

Hensem?

~american gooner

2010-03-24T11:00:00.000+08:00

Jay-Z has hinted that he may invest millions in Arsenal.

The rap superstar, married to Beyonce, already holds a stake in basketball's New Jersey Nets and may splash some of his estimated £500million fortune on the Emirates club after becoming a fan five years ago.

Jay-Z, born Shawn Carter, said: "I don’t know a lot about the business of soccer, but in the future if the right opportunity presented itself, then who knows? I am a businessman, and I will always look at an opportunity, and if it feels right great."

His confession comes just days after rap rival P Diddy was linked with an unlikely takeover at Crystal Palace.

The 10-time Grammy winner, whose other business interests include clothing line Rocawear, said he started following Arsenal "when Thierry Henry was at the club. I just thought he was an amazing player. Ever since then I have been a big fan of the club and still today you play the beautiful football that Thierry did. I think he had a real long term-effect on the team.

"I don't know if there are any Jay-Z fans in the current team but if there are they would be more than welcome to come to my next concert when I am over in London. They can come and see me do my work, and then I will come and see them do their work."

Jay-Z's revelation that he is a Gooner will inevitably lead to speculation that his single Hard Knock Life predicted the horror injuries suffered by Abou Diaby, Eduardo and Aaron Ramsey.

And in honour of the Emirates' pristine playing surface, he could remake one of his biggest hits as 99 Problems (But A Pitch Ain't One).

quoted from [• o •]

~the dark knight vs the dark lord

2010-03-23T11:49:00.000+08:00

Bruce..I am your fathaaaaaa..aaar

click for more from the artist

~predators

2010-03-22T19:39:00.003+08:00

Predators at IGN.com

w00t! this is epic!

~The evidence

2010-03-22T15:02:00.000+08:00

...is complete and adequate.
Whether you admit it or not,
everybody that matters,
already knows the truth.

Keep on with your little 'story',
while we laugh at your apparent
tomfoolery.

~sebab nanti

2010-03-19T15:54:00.000+08:00

...bila semuanya sudah tiada,
kepada siapa hendak kau bergantung harap?

berteman angin ajela.
mungkin itu menyeronokkan.
mungkin.

~sushi etiquette

2010-03-19T13:19:00.000+08:00

good to know

~na'vi invading the gantz universe?

2010-03-11T20:29:00.000+08:00

was browsing through Gantz - chapter 308 when I saw this.

striking, no?

except for the second set of eyes..of course.

~while my guitar gently weeps

2010-03-10T18:20:00.000+08:00

epic..just watch Prince towards the end..his guitar is literally loudly wailing!

I look at you all see the love there that's sleeping
While my guitar gently weeps
I look at the floor and I see it need sweeping
Still my guitar gently weeps

I don't know why nobody told you
how to unfold you love
I don't know how someone controlled you
they bought and sold you

I look at the world and I notice it's turning
While my guitar gently weeps
With every mistake we must surely be learning
Still my guitar gently weeps

I don't know how you were diverted
you were perverted too
I don't know how you were inverted
no one alerted you

I look at you all see the love there that's sleeping
While my guitar gently weeps
I look at you all
Still my guitar gently weeps

Oh, oh, oh
oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
yeah yeah yeah yeah

~isian semula

2010-03-09T16:49:00.000+08:00

ini baru dia tanya..in actual fact, mungkin lagi lama sblom tuh..kot?

what say u?

~jangan pandang belakang

2010-03-09T14:36:00.002+08:00

...nanti masuk longkang

Kisah Iklan, Tagline dan Kahwin
Mak Minah dan Pak Mat ada 4 org anak
perempuan yang sangat disayangi

iaitu Siti, Seri, Murni dan Suri. Satu hari mereka
berpakat utk kawinkan anak2 ni serentak.
Selepas selamat diijabkabulkan, ke-empat2
anak tupun bercadang untuk pegi honeymoon.

Siti pegi honeymoon ke Pulau Langkawi,
Seri ke Pulau Tioman,
Murni ke Pulau Kapas dan
Suri ke Pulau Pangkor.

Sebelum pegi Mak Minah dan Pak Mat berpesan,
"nanti jgn lupa hantar berita pada mak dan ayah.
Ceritakan macam mana honeymoon korang.
Tak payah tulis panjang2, pakai kod iklan aja dah cukup.
Ringkas, padat dan cepat." panjang lebar Mak Minah memberi
arahan pada anak2nya.

Seminggu lepas tu depa terimalah surat dari Siti
yang bertulis 'Standard Chartered'. Tercari2lah
kedua suami isteri ni iklan Standard Chartered
dan bila jumpa tersenyum le kedua2nya membaca
iklan yang bertulis
"Besar, teguh dan peramah".. Bahagialah Si Siti rupanya..

Esoknya terima pula surat Seri yang bertulis
'Nescafe'. Carilah iklan Nescafe dan tersenyum
lagi keduanya membaca iklan yang
bertulis
"Nikmatnya hingga ke titisan yang terakhir"
Bahagialah Si Seri rupanya...

Selang beberapa hari kemudian, tiba pula surat Murni
bertulis KFC'. Carilah iklan KFC dan tersenyum
keduanya membaca iklan yang bertulis
'Hingga Menjilat Jari'...
Bahagialah Si Murni rupanya...

Seminggu berlalu, tiada surat dari Suri, Mak
Minah dan Pak Mat dah risau. Dua Minggu...
tak ada jugak..
masuk minggu ke tiga baru sampai surat dari Suri
dengan isi kandungannya "AIR ASIA".
Bergegas le Mak Minah cari iklan penerbangan
tu sbb tak sabar nak tau apa yg jadi kat anak bongsunya.

Bila dibaca. Mak Minah dan Pak Mat terkulat2
tak tau nak senyum atau menangis..
Apa motto iklan itu...??

"7 KALI SEMINGGU..3 JAM SEKALI.. NON-STOP!!"

A Friend

Around the corner I have a friend,
In this great city that has no end,
Yet the days go by and weeks rush on,
And before I know it, a year is gone.

And I never see my old friends face,
For life is a swift and terrible race,
He knows I like him just as well,
As in the days when I rang his bell.

And he rang mine but we were younger then,
And now we are busy, tired men.
Tired of playing a foolish game,
Tired of trying to make a name.

'Tomorrow' I say! 'I will call on Jim
Just to show that I'm thinking of him.'
But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
And distance between us grows and grows.

Around the corner, yet miles away,
'Here's a telegram sir,' 'Jim died today.'
And that's what we get and deserve in the end.
Around the corner, a vanished friend.

p.s. - spring cleaning my inbox

~from the inside

2010-03-02T13:33:00.000+08:00

Here's an oldie..of sorts..never thought I'd ever call one of LP's songs as an 'oldie'.

I don't know who to trust, no suprise
Everyone feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts sift through dust and the lies
Trying not to break,
But I'm so tired of this deceit
Everytime I try to make myself
Get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring time between
And how trying to put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me

I'll take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
'Cause I swear, for the last time
I won't trust myself with you

Tension is building inside, steadily
Everyone feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts forcing their way, out of me
Trying not to break
But I'm so tired of this deceit
Everytime I try to make myself
Get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring time between
And how, trying to put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me

I'll take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
'Cause I swear, for the last time
I won't trust myself with you

I won't waste myself on you!

You!

You!

Waste myself on you!
You!
You!

I'll take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
'Cause I swear, for the last time
I won't trust myself with you

I'll take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
'Cause I swear, for the last time
I won't trust myself with you
You!
You!

~have you ever felt

2010-02-24T19:28:00.000+08:00

the dull ache of never

actually belonging?

...that no matter how self assured you think you are,

there will always be people trying to pull the ground

from underneath your feet and let you fall into despair.

Preach all you like about creative solidarity,

when all you ever cared about is the money.

Nice move, what a way to advocate loyalty.

Ho hum.

~ain't no sunshine

2010-02-21T02:14:00.001+08:00

~love someone

2010-02-11T20:35:00.000+08:00

Jump ahead to 2:14 to start singing along. Or, just enjoy the steps he took, dubbing in effects of his own.

Its possible to love someone
and not treat them in the way that you want
its possible to see your eyes
be the devil in disguise
with another front-end

its possible to change this world
revolutionize the boys and girls
its possible to educate the next generation
ever rule the world someday now

its possible to love someone
and not treat them in the way that you want
its possible to see your eyes
be the devil in disguise
with another front-end

its possible to change this world
revolutionize the boys and girls
its possible to educate the next generation
ever rule the world

now the changing times of the 21th century
means nothing to me cause I would rather be
at the beginning of time
earth would be mine livin in luxury-hee
discovering a world out there
believing in the sun, earth, water and air
take me there
so I can see the world bloom
standing on a sea cliff howling at the moon
creating a world for the open minded
a unique perception a true decided
I know we can find it
its a matter of where and when we collectively decided

the world is not a vicious place
its just the way we've been raised
discovering time and space
I know we that could make a change
rearrange the way that we appreciate the world today

its possible to love someone
and not treat them in the way that you want
its possible to see your eyes
be the devil in disguise
with another front-end

its possible to change this world
revolutionize the boys and girls
its possible to educate the next generation
ever rule the world someday

someday somedayiiiiee someday dayyyyiiiiyeeeaaoo

now as I start to put my mind into words
I stall I fall im losing it all
my inhibition the thought of wasting away
the fact that the music's at a place not far away yet i stray
stick to my world
in love with my life my beliefs and my girl
but is it luck that our love is crazy
place the human race to get me wrong i still think we could change
but this life
the fact that time exists
were here
we don't come equipped with it all

half the fun is learning
im having a ball
the world keeps turning
my road is small but I make a change
I hope youre feeling the same way
I'll be sayin' say what i say

its possible to love someone
and not treat them in the way that you want
its possible to see your eyes
be the devil in disguise
with another front-end

its possible to change this world
revolutionize the boys and girls
its possible to educate the next generation
ever rule the world

somedayyayyh somedayayay

in this concrete jungle we live
our survival is love that we give
now my instincts has got in my way
its true what they say
the world is your chance to create

this concrete jungle we live
our survival is love that we give
now my instincts has got in my way
screw what they say
the world is your chance to create
this concrete jungle we live
our survival is love that we give
now my instincts has got in my way
screw what they say
the world is your chance to create

this concrete jungle we live
our survival is love that we give
now my instincts has got in my way
screw what they say
the world is your chance to create

its possible to love someone
and not treat them in the way that you want
its possible to see your eyes
be the devil in disguise
with another front-end

its possible to change this world
revolutionize the boys and girls
its possible to educate the next generation
ever rule the world someday

its possible to love someone
and not treat them in the way that you want
its possible to see your eyes
be the devil in disguise
with another front-end

its possible to change this world
revolutionize the boys and girls
its possible to educate the next generation
ever rule the world

someday-he-ey somedayiy somedayiyiyïy somedaaaayayay

~gone to hell

2010-02-11T20:23:00.001+08:00

Once again, Skye surprised me with his DVD catalogue.

Skye for President!

p.s.: really loved the different styles of each animation studio - somewhat similar to Animatrix and Batman: Gotham's Knight.

~say it. say it!

2010-01-19T10:51:00.000+08:00

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahaha..

~mad world

2010-01-09T18:34:00.001+08:00

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere

Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had

I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad world
Mad world

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
And I feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen

Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had

I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad world
Mad world
Enlarging your world
Mad world.

gary jules version seems more brooding,

pain and questions hidden behind lilting vocals..

~photoshop tutorial

2010-01-06T17:35:00.000+08:00

How to make a mask with photoshop?

heheh..sorry, but I can't help it..

punchline is obscure to some,

but funny to PS pilots i think..

~stars

2009-12-29T13:27:00.001+08:00

Anyone who ever held you
Would tell you the way I'm feeling
Anyone who ever wanted you
Would try to tell you what I feel inside
The only thing I ever wanted
Was the feeling that you ain't faking
The only one you ever thought about
Wait a minute can't you see that I

I wanna fall from the stars
Straight into your arms
I, I feel you
I hope you comprehend

For the man who tried to hurt you
He's explaining the way I'm feeling
For all the jealousy I caused you
States the reason why I'm trying to hide
As for all the things you taught me
It sends my future into clearer dimensions
You'll never know how much you hurt me
Stay a minute can't you see that I

I wanna fall from the stars
Straight into your arms
I, I feel you
I hope you comprehend

Too many hearts are broken
A lover's promise never came with a maybe
So many words are left unspoken
The silent voices are driving me crazy
As for all the pain you caused me
Making up could never be your intention
You'll never know how much you hurt me
Stay can't you see that I

I wanna fall from the stars
Straight into your arms
I, I feel you
I hope you comprehend

an oldie of sorts..heard it while easy listening Lite.FM..

~be still

2009-12-10T17:44:00.002+08:00

~milk and muffin and seeing meself in both

2009-11-25T11:17:00.002+08:00

sometimes, i'm the milk. sometimes i'm the muffin. go figure.

~party phang!

2009-11-13T10:58:00.002+08:00

me:
aku ada gmbr terbaru miss phang
nk tgk??

crypthis:
Lmao
Wat pe????

me:
lah
ex opismate ko n aku
tgk jelaaa
tp
ermmm

crypthis:
Juga kekasey glap mawi

me:
jgn bg adik ko tgk
muka agak scary
krg trauma lak budak tuh

crypthis:
Err...ok
Nanti aku access ke pc aku tgk ape ko bg

me:
wakakakak
aku dah send d pic
beach party y'all
miss phang berparti!!

crypthis:
Aku bc pon dh trauma

me:
dapat dah???

crypthis:
Blom tgk lololol
i mean, aku bc description ko pon dh trauma

me:
wakakaka

crypthis:
blom tgk lg...

me:
party dgn pengkid lak tuh

crypthis:
Lol

me:
seremmmmmm

me:
mcmn
dh tgk blom gmbr miss phang berparti?
wawawawawawa

crypthis:
wakakakaakakaka
bodo sungguh
terkilan aku melihat beliau berpesta

me:
who wudve thot
kita akan nk berparti dgn miss phang

crypthis:
lolololol

me:
karang
xpsl dia hntr emel kat ko
we regret to inform you
you cannot join our party

crypthis:
ahahaha

me:
wawawawawa

crypthis:
sedey

~vessel

2009-11-12T16:55:00.001+08:00

~a bottle of grapeness

2009-11-03T10:07:00.003+08:00

Had a taste of Gatorade Tiger Quiet Storm again today. It's supposed to be a grape flavoured sports drink. It also says right there on the label,

FORMULATED FOR TIGER WOODS

Then i remembered this.

Coincidence? What do you think? heheh

~faces of un-death

2009-07-01T12:59:00.007+08:00

hehehe..was reading through my RSS and saw this..rejoice oh fans of horror and gore! the sleeper zombie hit flick will be getting a SEQUEL!!

HELL YEAH!!

the original...there's something totally
scary and yet strangely exciting
about foreign people screaming
unintelligible profanities
(remember Blair Witch?)

most of you might have heard of this american w-REC-k..
the vomit-inducing (literally*) made in hollywood version
*there were reports of people vomitting in the cinemas
due to camera vertigo-re a'la cloverfield

and now, they teased me with this...
ooohhh..... goosebumps..

see behind the scenes here .. they actually casts real policemen, firemen and soldiers as extras for this filming..see the subtitles here (subtitles are your friend)..further googling revealed many stills and footages from the [•REC] mythos..most strikingly enticing, is this bloodcurdling image;

cool, huh?!

can't wait...can't wait...~sigh.. in the meantime, watch this trailer for [•REC]

seems more gritty meets gore, sans the glitz and glamourous Quarantine, no? now watch [•REC]2's trailer;

~robot alien, bertukar!

2009-06-29T12:30:00.004+08:00

Ok. let's get this done and over with.
Saw the movie yesterday. What did I think of it?

Hmm, there was
Megan Fox bending over a bike. Wearing something short.
Megan Fox with an airbrush over the same bike. Still wearing something short.
Megan Fox with a handphone.
Megan Fox in tight biker's leather and then stripping em off...
Megan Fox in an oh-so pure white dress.
Megan Fox with a computer + webcam. Oh the possibilities...
Megan Fox held a Decepticon hostage and being dominant.
Megan Fox running.
More of Megan Fox running.
Megan Fox hot wires a car.
Megan Fox cries.

Then, things get interesting.

Megan Fox running,
climbing stairs,
jumping off buildings,
falling,
getting herself up,
crying etc etc
ALL IN SLOW MOTION....
~sigh

Oh, and in between those, there's an attempt of revamping the Transformer's mythos ala National Treasures, Davinci's Code yadda yadda following a trail of clues yadda yadda and a back-story from thousands of years ago yadda yadda finally being resolved in the present times.

Must-see-cameos in particular includes Soundwave (hell yeah!!) and Constructicon's Devastator. Particularly like the way that Ravage got ejected from Soundwave, paying homage to the Classic Soundwave in a way. Other alien robots? Totally lost in all the cluttered action.

Oh, there's even a scene;
Megan Fox humped by a robot. A little robot at that. On her legs. But still...there's still Transformers 3. We can only hope.

~kenapa

2009-06-27T03:14:00.005+08:00

kenapa kau jadi begini?

adakah kerana kau rasa kau dah menjejak tingkat lebih tinggi? menghirup udara segar di atas sana menjadikan kau lebih bistari? tiba-tiba orang-orang kebanyakan tidak setaraf untuk kau dampingi? mungkinkah orang-orang lain tidak tercapai tahap intelek kau? kau fikir selayaknya semua harus berlutut menyembah kau?

sewenangnya kau mengadu domba, adakah demi memastikan kau kekal terhebat? kadang-kadang, tertanya aku dalam diam, atas harga apa sanggup kau perdagangkan ikatan ini? kerana sesungguhnya aku jelak dengan permainan bicara dan putaran dusta yang kau canang. aku sisip kecewa kemas dibalik bungkam, mengharapkan kau kembali seperti dulu.

namun makin kupendam, makin jauh kau dibawa hanyut, makin hilang kau dilitup serabut

lidah-lidah keras menerjah damai demi mengutus katamu yang tersembunyi, pasak bumi meretak relai lekang berbara yakinku padamu. sehebat mana kau di fikiranmu, tak setanding kecilnya nilaimu di mata yang mengerti.

~paradise

2009-06-26T17:23:00.002+08:00

Where the river runs black
I take the schoolbooks from your pack
Plastics, wire and your kiss
The breath of eternity on your lips

In the crowded marketplace
I drift from face to face
I hold my breath and close my eyes
I hold my breath and close my eyes
And I wait for paradise
And I wait for paradise

The virginia hills have gone to brown
Another day another sun going down
I visit you in another dream
I visit you in another dream

I reach and feel your hair
Your smell lingers in the air
I brush your cheek with my fingertips
I taste the void upon your lips
And I wait for paradise
And I wait for paradise

I search for you on the other side
Where the river runs clean and wide
Up to my heart the waters rise
Up to my heart the waters rise

I sink `neath the water cool and clear
Drifting down, I disappear
I see you on the other side
I search for the peace in your eyes
But theyre as empty as paradise
Theyre as empty as paradise
I break above the waves
I feel the sun upon my face

~i used to glance beyond the stars

2009-06-26T10:16:00.003+08:00

RIP. Now anticipating Thriller 2...

~ada nggak ada

2009-06-18T11:13:00.002+08:00

Ada nggak ada,
yang penting kita tertawa
Ada nggak ada,
yang penting kita gembira

Sekarang miskin,
siapa tau besok kaya
Sekarang bokek,
Siapa tau besok tokek... eh beruang

Roda... kan berputar
Kadang di bawah, kadang di atas

Suka nggak suka,
Enaknya sukain saja
Enak nggak enak,
Enaknya enakin saja

Jangan mikirin
Tanggal muda tanggal tua
Yang penting masih
Bisa ngutang tetangga

Biar makan nasi pera
Kalau ngumpul aduh enaknya
(Aduh enaknya)

Dibuat gampang
Hidup ini bisa gampang
Dibuat susah
Hidup ini bisa susah

Yang penting kita suka
Kue sera-sera
Kue satu, di bagi rata

(Dibilang tinggi... nggak juga
Dibilang pendek... nggak juga
Dibilang kuning... nggak juga
Dibilang cokelat... nggak juga
Apa dongg...?
Mau tau? Nih... Yeaaaaah)

si gary passed this song today.. antara lagu kenangan masa kecil.. it's witty with a true to life advice.. teringat kak karmiah, dia slalu pasang kaset + radio full blast lagu nih.. si gary lak kenangan "masa kecik2 jln kt pasar mlm kg pandan".. hehe.. nostalgia sungguh.. korang ingat lagu ni?

~simpson

2009-06-11T12:14:00.004+08:00

remember this? well, here's an update by that old friend of ours.. i must say..i do see the resemblance..muahahahahahaha..

~morning joke

2009-06-04T10:25:00.002+08:00

A young boy and his grandfather went fishing one afternoon, after a couple of hours of fishing, the grandfather opened a can of beer, the grandson noticed and asked, "Grandpa, can I have a sip of your beer?" His grandfather looked at him and said, "Grandson, Is your penis long enough to touch your ass?" The grandson replied, "No!"

"Then you're not old enough.", said the grandfather.

A couple of more hours went by, and the grandfather lit a cigarette. Again the grandson noticed and asked, "Grandpa, can I have a cigarette"? The grandfather replied, "Is your penis long enough to touch your asshole?" Again the grandson replied, "No!"

"Well you're not big enough to smoke yet.", said the grandfather.

About an hour had passed and it began to get late, so the grandfather decided to pack it up and head for home. On their way home they stopped at a store, grandpa bought two lottery tickets and gave his grandson one. Grandpa scratched his off, but didn't win anything, The grandson scratched his off and won $10,000. Grandpa was all happy and surprised that his grandson had won and he asked, "Are you going to give some of that money to grandpa?" The boy looked at him and replied, "Grandpa, is your penis big enough to touch your ass?" Grandpa looked at him for a moment, then replied, "YES!"

"Good, then go fuck yourself!", said the grandson.

badabing! checkmate!

p.s.: just thought i should update. dah bersawang.

~kepuasan

2009-05-15T11:25:00.002+08:00

Now, I’m sure many of you have encountered little shits in supermarkets. Little kids running about and knocking things over, being rude, walking all over their parents, you know the kind. But the worst are the biters. Yes, those little cunts that feel it is okay to bite you whenever they feel like it.

Okay, here’s the best part. A biter got me today when I was grocery stopping. He broke the fucking skin, too. This was when the gears started turning, the moment I saw a tiny sprickle of blood on the little shit’s teeth as he was grinning at me like the little cunt he is. I made my eyes get wide, and started screaming “SHIT! SHIT!.” Now, my good friend, Tom we’ll call him, was there too, and he instantly picked up on it. He started shouting “FUCK! MAYBE HE DIDN’T GET IT! FUCK!.” By now, the kid is scared shitless and starts crying, and instantly, Mizz Mom appears out of nowhere and starts getting pissy at us for yelling at her kid.

Here’s the kicker, I look her straight in the eye and say, “Maam, get your son tested as soon as possible, he just bit me and I’m… I’m FUCKING HIV POSITIVE.”

And now there is silence. Not a peep in the entire store. The brat knows he just fucked up big time because his mom isn’t defending his ass. She just stares at me wide eyed. I walk away from them, buy my shit from the wide eyed cashier, all the while blood is dripping from my calf, making a nice little trail on the floor. And, just s we leave, we start to hear the mother sobbing. Sobbing like the cunt she is.

I have never felt any more satisfaction than the moment I heard that sob.

classic evil..might try this train of thought some day..
somehow, scaring kids nowadays, is not as thrilling as it used to...from here

~weird

2009-05-14T14:35:00.002+08:00

~kepentingan belajar bahasa inggeris

2009-05-05T15:56:00.003+08:00

pandai bukan?

~jernih

2009-04-28T14:29:00.002+08:00

Jernihnya dari mata airmu
Sebening salju telaga rindu
Di lembah gunung rimba kencana
Mengalir ia tanpa henti

Bersaksikan kejora alam keriangan
Titis embun dingin ke bumi
Mekarlah rumpun hijau disirami kasih
Yang sejati penuh budi
Jernih salju bak syurgawi
Jadi pohon rimbun sampai akhir nanti

Di sebalik yang jernih tersimpul rahsia
Laluan yang penuh likuan
Cuma yang kelihatan
Satu keindahan yang dipuja
Menjadi ilham para pencinta
Teroka kala tanpa batasan
Menjadi cermin imbas berwajah
Seikhlas budi yang teguh berdiri

( korus )
Bak air mengalir yang penuh halangan
Itu bukannya satu alasan
Di situ tersirat sebuah hakikat
Yang kelam jadi terang
Yang luka jadikan terubat
Keegoaan tersembunyi
Di lubuk hati suci...
Dan jernih...
(Dan mulus)

Bak air mengalir yang penuh halangan
Itu bukannya satu alasan
Di situ tersirat sebuah hakikat
Yang kelam jadi terang
Yang luka jadikan terubat
Keegoaan tersembunyi
Di lubuk hati suci...
Dan jernih...
(Dan mulus)

Di sebalik yang jernih tersimpul rahsia
Laluan yang penuh likuan
Cuma yang kelihatan
Satu keindahan yang dipuja
Menjadi ilham para pencinta
Teroka kalam tanpa batasan
Menjadi cermin imbas berwajah
Seikhlas budi yang teguh berdiri

aku rasa lagu nih cantik + lirik yang halus

~eurotrip

2009-04-28T00:16:00.009+08:00

Bagi yang belum mengetahui,
gambar-gambar EuroTrip ada disini;

London
Paris
Frankfurt
Amsterdam
Brussels
Birmingham
Liverpool
Preston
Hemel Hempstead

or kalau korang nak,
full album di sini

kisah-kisah kembara? akan aku tuliskan disini
setelah aku selesai compile story dari notebook aku..

~Kisah Kembara 01

Yan:
ko try durum

me:
durum?

Yan:
species kebab

me:
oOOOoo
ok ok
aku carik nnt
apa inti?

Yan:
aku terkenang2 siott
mcm kebab laa

Hehehe..

Akhirnya, carik punya carik, xjumpa pon "durum"nyer. Tapi ada kisah ketika makan kebab 1st time di London. Kononnya, ketika mula-mula travel, hasrat nak ikat perot laa to jimat and konon just makan besar at the end of each day. Satu hari makan sekali aje. ;P

So, dekat our host's place in High Barnet, ada sebuah kedai kebab. Dilber Kebabs namanya. The place looked inviting with people going in and out, telling us it's not some hokey eatery. So we went inside.

We ordered a couple of kebabs with pops to go, when we decided to just eat in. Semasa menunggu pesanan kami, kami bersembang dengan salah seorang pakcik pekerja disitu. He introduced himself as;

"Haji Mahmud..i went to do Hajj two years back. Alhamdulillah. Where are you from?"

Malaysia.

"Malaysia? You can speak English very well. Masya Allah."

No lah, simple-simple English only. How long have you lived here?

"10 years. Alhamdulillah"

Where are you from?

"Turkey"

Ok. (Kami anggukkan aje, sambil kira duit syiling nak membayar.)

So, kami kemudiannya berlalu ke dining area. Tempatnyer ok, comfortable with copies of The Sun lying around (ngehhhhh..gatal aje selak mukasurat tiga). So, sambil makan, sambil membaca bahan ilmiah, kisah serata dunia dsbnya. ;P

Portion was huge, daging well marinated & well done, stuffed inside a soft and wholesome pita bread complemented by the salads on the side. Yum! Bila aku dah habis makan, si Boy xabis lagi. No surprise there! Aku kan pelahap.

Tiba-tiba aku terasa nak terberak.

Bagi sesiapa yang pernah travel kesini, pasti tahu betapa azabnya tiap kali nak berak. Sini diorang kedekut air. Kena pakai tisu. So, i thought, kedai dah muslim, tandas pon lebih kurang macam kat tanahair laa kot. So, i made my way to the tandas through a side door into a dark and silent corridor. Nampak the door to the lavatory. So, terus aku capai the doorknob and tarik...dan seterusnya...

...aku nampak bontot putih Turki.

Haji Mahmud tengah tarik seluar di ruangan sempit tandas sambil membelakangkan pintu dan menoleh melihat aku. Dekat a full 5 seconds aku tengok muka dia, dia tengok muka aku. Dan pintu tertutup dengan sendirinya terlepas dari tangan aku yang tiba-tiba longlai. Aku lari. Tercungap-cungap ke dining area. Ajak Boy balik ccepat.

Aku trauma.

~Kisah Kembara 02

Selepas 4 hari yang memorable di London, kami meneruskan perjalanan ke France pada jam 10pm (kot?) dan sampai di Gallieni pada lebih kurang jam 11am. Perkara pertama, ialah nak inform our host, that we'd arrived. So aku and boy, dengan mamai mngantuk, menggagau mengangkut beg berat mencarik public phone.

Sekali tengok, semua public phone kat situ (dan khabarnya seluruh France) pakai cardphone. Ahh sudah! So kami pon pergi ke one of the convenience shop located at the Parc du Bagnolet Metro station. Si boy keluarkan wallet, lalu bertanya;

Si Boy (SB)
Do you sell telephone cards? Te-le-phone-ca-rds?

Pekedai Perancis (PP)
Oui.

SB
How much?

PP
Surprise!?

SB
Huh?? SURPRISE???

PP
Non non. Ze price?

SB
oh..yes..the price.... (menyumpah-nyumpah)

PP
5 Euros

SB
....

Dapat aje call our host, rerupanya dia dah at work, so, kami xdapat nak drop by and leave our bags at his place. Takpela, kami ke kaunter Eurolines untuk menempah tiket bas keluar dari France in the next 4 days. After waiting for quite a while, we finally reached the counter.

Hi. Do you speak English?

Non. French, Portuguese, Espanol... !@#$%***(()*^$%^ <- apa dia mencarut aku taktau Errrr...can you show us...where can we buy the tickets...eurolines tickets?? That counter.. #%&*%$*(&%#$ (pointing to a counter with a longer queue - sambil tutup counter dia)

So, aku and boy beratur pulak kat barisan yang panjang gile itu. Bahu dah sengal-sengal..siot tol..after a torturous wait, akhirnya sampai giliran kami. Dah happy dah. Konon-konon dah berakhir penderitaan kami.

Hi. Can you speak English.

Yes of course.

Thank God. ~phew.. We would like to buy the Euroline tickets to Frankfurt for the...

Sorry. Eurolines tickets are sold from that counter. (tunjuk ke arah kaunter yang kitorang pegi tadi..)

....... menyumpah-nyumpah lagi.......

Rupa-rupanya, diorang memang takkan layan ko kalau ko start conversing in English. Seeloknya, know the basic French. Masuk kandang kambiing, mengembek. Take it from us. We learnt it the hard way.

Bonjour
- sebutnya mo-jhure - hi
Au revoire
- sebutnya au-voa - bai

Merci
- sebutnya mergh-si - terima kasih
Pardon
- sebutnya pargh-don - excuse me

Oui
- sebutnya u-eee - ya
Non
- sebutnya - non - tidak

yang paling penting!!

Parlez Vous Anglais
- sebutnya pa-le-vu-ang-le - ko neh, reti tak cakap english?

~Kisah Kembara 03

Good day sunshine
Good day sunshine
Good day sunshine

I need to laugh and when the sun is out
I've got something I can laugh about
I feel good in a special way
I'm in love and it's a sunny day

Good day sunshine
Good day sunshine
Good day sunshine...

Sememangnya pagi itu, langit Paris begitu indah. Aku dan Boy, kami sedang berjalan kaki ke Port de Clignancourt Metro, nak masuk town..(ecehh...namedrop macam French local je..nak sebutnye bersepah..feeling lebeyyy). Semasa melintas jalan, aku nyanyi laa chorus lagu di atas. Good Day Sunshine by the Beatles. Tiba-tiba datang mamat African tegur. So, kitorang pon bersembang sambil berjalan (cuak sebenarnya)

Wow, you have a good voice! (e'eh..pandai lak ko cakap English)

Err...no lah..just playing the fool..just plain singing..

Non,non..you have the voice! (beria lak mamat neh)

Err..ok...do you sing? (dah start segan)

Me? Yes yes..well, I don't sing, but I rap.

Errrr...ok...what's your name? (aku taktau nak address him sebagai apa...terus aku tanya nama..)

You can call me Flagada. My friends call me Flagada..

So, what should I call you? Any nickname? (tergeliat aku nak sebut namanye..ada lagi pendek x?)

Well, my friends in this area calls me Flagada. But my real name is David.

I see. Where are you from?

Ghana.

…. kitorang senyap...dia pon senyap....

You want to hear me rap?

Sure. Ok.

(terus dia rap in French)
!#%^(&^$@#$%*((*%#$%^ Flagada$%^&&^$@$%
@!$^&*(*&%%^% Bobigny @$** Clignancourt $@$%
!@#$%&%(*(*(*&^###@@#$%^&(*&%&
#$@#!@$@@$&&%%^&#$%^&(*&%&...
…...

Mau dekat full five minutes dia rap sambil berjalan dengan kitorang..aku and Boy resisted the urge to do the hiphop swagger walk while yelling 'Yeah', 'U'huh' and 'Say whattt?' at the end of each rhyme. Walaupun xfaham sepatah haram apa dia nyanyi, tapi, the end of each line, memang ada laa bunyi rhyme nya

Wow. Wicked.... (aku tak reti nak get in the street talk mode..leh bayang? AKU? Nak talk street? Macam suruh Amy Winehouse solat taubat)

What is it about? (si Boy lak bertanya)

Oh. it's about how I roll. How people from Bobigny and Clignancourt knows who Flagada is. Knows how Flagada rap about people, about France, about this neighbourhood....

Tetiba ada another African guy lalu. Flagada and him greeted each other, did the whole handshake ritual. Serious bro, terasa macam kat ghetto. Separuh mengharap diorang keluar pistol and main tembak-tembak..separuh lagi mengharap jangan laa kitorang kene rompak. Dah tuh mamat tuh blah. And Flagada sambung bercerita...

About God and about life. How Flagada rap everyday, from inside bla bla bla..

By this time, aku dah lost apa dia cakap..korang nak tau, tanya Boy..lama gak dia bermonolog pasal apa dia rap tadi, padahal, macam sekejap aje dia rap..sedar-sedar, dah sampai ke destinasi..

Eh, we're here already. (Berdiri depan tangga turun to Metro)

Oh, ok. By the way, you have some spare Euros?

…...

Nantikan Kisah Kembara berikutnya. Bila aku free aku tulis lagi.

~home

2009-04-21T10:07:00.005+08:00

konon-konon aku feeling manja...boleh?

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

May be surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky, I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

konon-konon dramatik laaa aku tarik vokal 3 baris lirik di atas

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
'Cause this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

konon-konon purple haze di amsterdam

Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home..

Always loved this song..hummed it occasionally while on this trip..rindu sayu pula terasa..

Well, tomorrow's flight will be at 9am..will finally leave this place with a determined resolve to come back again... There's so much that i love, so much that I've experienced while I was here..it seems surreal to finally realise that I'll be leaving this place in a bit..

Will be writing in Malaysia from the next posts onwards. Nantikan gambar-gambar dan cerita-cerita selanjutnya. Signing off from London. Fin.

~aku suka gambar ini sebab..

2009-04-21T01:44:00.002+08:00

...orang kanan sekali tuh jelas menunjukkan identiti ingin lain daripada yang lain..sekali tgk mcm gangster, dua kali tgk mcm xtahan sejuk...apa-apa pon, comel..

~ET: Day #01

2009-04-04T06:34:00.004+08:00

PS: Will write out the story later. When I have the time. Tengah stress. Xternal HDD x detect.

PSS: All the pics are removed to make way for these.

~fikirkan

2009-04-02T10:05:00.003+08:00

tengok blog Aie

funny as hell

dah tengok?

tengok nih lak

kalau ko rasa payah sangat,

banyak nak dicomplain,

baik blah aje. bukak jalan lain.

mudah aje persamaan nye;

ko stay + ko complain = ko bodoh

kalau rasa tak best, angkat aje kaki

~lifepath

2009-04-01T05:57:00.005+08:00

Aku kembali tertarik membaca ini. Sebelum ini, aku agak fanatik mengikuti dan mengkaji benda alah ini (banyak aje article berkenaan dalam draft blog nih aku tak publish). cubalah ke sini untuk mendapatkan lifepath number anda. aku? aku lifepath number...

Personality
Number 11s like to portray themselves to others as shining beacons articleof wisdom and knowledge. This number presents a persona that appears to know the answers to everything. A secret and childish craving for attention and respect often motivate this spiritual sophisticate. Number 11's sometimes frustrate others, as they sometimes appear too spacey and arrogant. Often their desire to do good deeds looks like meddling or gossip to others.

Lifepath Number
The number 11 Life Path has the connotation of illumination describing its general focus. This is the number associated with spiritual awareness. As one of the two master numbers, 11 vibrations yield understanding and knowledge beyond the grasp of others.

Positive
The attitude toward life of those possessing this Life Path is somewhat extreme; extremely intuitive, avant-garde, idealistic, visionary, and cultured. These extremes make you an interesting, if unusual person, with much to offer society.

The Life Path 11 person is deep-thinking, and you are no doubt interested in understanding many of life's mysteries and more intriguing facets. Your inventive mind and broadminded views will permit you to succeed in life in any number of ventures.

You can best serve society, however, in those endeavors utilizing your skills of counseling and guidance. Much of your idealism is people oriented and quite humanitarian in nature. You expect a great deal of yourself and of those to whom you are close.

Negative
On the negative side, there is a lot of nervous tension associated with the 11 life path, and you can be a difficult person to deal with because of this. For this reason, relationships, at times, can be difficult.

This is a Life Path that seems to feature broad mood swings between the elation and depression. You are likely to have trouble making decisions and getting your life in gear, so to speak.

There is a tendency for the 11 to harbor feelings of uneasiness, and dissatisfaction with accomplishments and personal progress in life. Your grandiose schemes usually make sense, but you can get off the track and they can be very impractical.

You have a very distinct side that lacks common sense, and you are quite often unable to distinguish between fantasy and reality. In this regard, you are perhaps more of a dreamer than a doer. When you do get on target, your ideas seem to have been inspired on high. Perhaps you are not a leader, but you are a visionary and a very talented idea person.

Jadikan peringatan, bukan pegangan.. Jadikan panduan, bukan kepercayaan...

~i am legend

2009-03-30T14:34:00.003+08:00

Ladies and gentlemen..forget Guitar Heroes. That's right. Forget those thoughts of buying an expensive gaming console with that oh-so-smooth 4 button guitar accesory.

Instead, make your way to JamLegend. Yes ladies and gentlemen. Rock away with your computer keyboard to tunes that will have you tapping your feet in enjoyment and pulling out your hair in frustration when you missed that succession of 113 notes for the gazzilionth time.

No special machine required. Making funky guitar sound with your mouth? Ermm, we leave that up to you.

Sigh.

Am addicted.

~cakra-naut or cakra-not?

2009-03-27T11:25:00.004+08:00

It’s a hidden truth! But the Indians were the 1st people to set foot on the Moon way before Armstrong uttered;

A Small Step for Man, A Giant Leap for Mankind

Look at the shadows below. Have u ever noticed the images that we see?

This image is known and seen all over the world, but NASA only released half of the picure taken.

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Leap? What leap la dey! Haiyooohh..
Order chapati laah sir..come come.. everything got..

~terbayang-bayang dah...

2009-03-26T15:16:00.001+08:00

...the flag...
watpe nak terbayang the wearer...
nak kene side kick dengan along?
~sigh

~head

2009-03-25T13:09:00.004+08:00

initial sketch for the head of my Wacom Mobile Suit..
the eyes were inspired by the buttons on my Wacom Bamboo;

~kepulangan

2009-03-25T11:08:00.002+08:00

Akhirnya semalam mak aku dilepaskan dari ward. Segera gegas menghantar dia pulang ke ipoh. Dia selesa disana. Adik aku yang baru habis pengajian menjadi teman buat seminggu-dua ini.

Baru kelmarin aku ke Ipoh menghantar adik ku pulang ke asrama. Takpelah. Janji hati aku tenang. Dan semalam sekali lagi, aku meng'kaya'kan KTM dan drebar teksi di tengah malam.

kekonon akutakpeduli laaa..boleh blahh..

~nasi goreng udang, ipoh

2009-03-23T13:56:00.002+08:00

nikmat makan panas-panas ketika hujan di malam hari

~sunburst•photo•log

2009-03-23T12:09:00.040+08:00

aku taknak cakap banyak (still penat) - Sunburst 09 best giler!

dia neh tak makan ubat lagik..
duk berbuih mulut headbangin
dari aku kenal dia since 200o

dari ganas, tetiba merpati sejoli..boleh?

nidji best..understatement lak..hmm..
NIDJI BEST!!

Butterfingers "mengecewakan kerana hanya memainkan
lagu-lagu baru" bak kata pundit ikon dunia hiburan.

ini yang dinanti-nanti..
sanggup tak tgk N.E.R.D. sebab nak duduk depan..

silhouette membunuh..

mata paling liar pernah aku tengok

my fav shot for the night

predator headbangin!

bass slappin'..aku suka tgk motion blur tangan dia..

JD angkat tangan, minah depan aku
pon nak angkat sama.... :(

salute

balik penat. lenguh. puas.

~kantoi

2009-03-19T16:37:00.002+08:00

~random•don't panic!

2009-03-18T13:06:00.017+08:00

vibrospheres - aku tiru ko wae! aku tertarik!

kuantan

siang dilupa, malam berharga

kalungan iman?

berhenti makan

membelah langit

mandian awam

non-threatening

lone rider

panas ye kak?

kepulangan

The last few days has really been exhausting (refer previous post). Panik + kejar masa + kepelbagaian kemungkinan buruk berlegar dalam kepala. Hanya petikan rawak memberi sekelumit kegembiraan untuk aku lupa segala buat seketika.